STPM Result

OH NO!!! Next Mon STPM results will be released out!!!
I feel very nervous these few days.. So stressful~
I reli feel dat i cnt get good result cos i did quite badly in my examination... >.<
Everytime i will imagine all kinds of situation when i go back to school to take my result,  there's excellent and of cos the bad's 1.. But most of them are in terrible situation... :'(
Then i will think what if i reli cnt enter Uni? What if my result surprisingly damn good? What if i gt the chance to gt scholarship to go overseas to study? I've been thinking all bout this.. Yes.. I admit.. It's too over bt it's not undercontrl cos all the thoughts will automatically pop put in my mind whenever hear my frens talk bout it or flash back those days in SMI.. * Miss those school life a lot~~ >.<

*女生A想对男生B说的话...*

不知怎么了...
最近对你的思念越来越浓厚了...
每天都在凝望着电话...
看看你线信息来了吗...
当发现电话没有新信息时...
心里会有一股酸酸的感觉...
想要主动线信息给你时又害怕你在忙...
又害怕你不回我信息...
我不了解为何会这样...
相信我们的感情还不到爱情呀...
自从你跟我说你们开始后...
你更少找我了...
心里莫名其妙的想起你了...
与你聊天让我觉得我们其实还蛮有默契的嘛...
好喜欢与你聊天的感觉...
最近你常与我说你和她的甜蜜事情...
我的心又不禁酸起来了...
为什么你要对我说你俩的事?
我并不想知道...
知道的越多就越嫉妒, 越伤心, 越没心情...
或许这一切都因我对你的依赖而起的吧...
当你寂寞时就找我陪伴...
如今你已不需要我了...
但你已在我的心里有了深深的烙印...
我体会到寂寞难耐的感觉了...
而寂寞时候又不知道该向谁谈心...
我相信时间可冲淡一切...
我会学着独立起来,不再依赖你了...
衷心在此祝福你俩也祝福我会过的更好的... ♥

*女生A想对男生B说的话...*

I'm back... :)

Hehe.. Long time didn't update my blog.. Hope you guys haven forget me.. XD
These few months i've been struggling hard preparing for my examinations... Sometimes.. I reli hope i can have a brilliant brain so dat i can sit for the exams easily... Hehe.. Bt i know it's impossible..!!! It's jus less then 8 weeks to STPM exam.. :S
That day.. I asked my friend wat do he/ she wanna do after the exam.. Some answered me dun kno, nt decide yet.. some answered me wanna go for a vacation or working... Suddenly i feel like everyone has their own plan bt nt me... I dunno wat to do after the exam.. Should i work or stay at home? Normally the answer will be working.. Bt another question pop out.. Wat work should i choose? Promotor? Waitress? Or go back to company to work as a small clerk like wat i did after my SPM... It's indeed annoying ppl.. Hate to make choices..!! >.<
Anyway.. Now focus on exam 1st.. After STPM + vacations den only decide wat to work la..Cheers :)

最近的心情

这几天不知怎么了。。 自从出成绩后，心里总是很不开心，很郁闷，很失望，很多烦恼蒋。。然后有时又独自关在房里不想跟家人说话，有时又有股冲动想大哭一场。。很多人都说我是开心果，但近来我想我已不再是了。。
我真的不知怎么会这样。。很痛苦。。哭时没人能在身旁安慰我。。这种感觉很寂寞，很可怜，好像全世界都不想再理睬你了。。就只剩你一个人面对一切。。也许这样也好吧，应该可以把我训练独立一点。。但有时我也想有个人可以听我诉苦，听我讲讲废话。。。但很可惜的，我身边的人都忙着他们身边的事，每人得空听我讲废话。。。
这几天我一直在向为什么我努力后的成绩还是如此的烂！唉。。 真的很失望很激心咯。。往往很多事都不如我们想象的一切如意。。。为什么呢？？！！ 天啊！！！难道你就不能可怜可怜我让我成功一次吗？？

My pre- birthday present

This year i've been received the earliest bday present.. Haha.. It was reli a big surprise for me, indeed..
Wen Dien gave me present dat moment i reli shocked for a few seconds den i felt reli happy cos i reli didn't think about it.. Haha.. Thanks a lot my dear friends!! I love u all...

Thank you very much.. I reli feel happy wen i received my present...


Besides that... My aunt oso gave me my bday present earlier on.. I oso felt reli happy wen i received it.. *Happy*

Sick...

Sigh.. Last wednesday.. I've been suffering from vomitting all the time..
Dunno y.. I jus keep vomitting rite after my meals.. Is it reli i gt anorexia??Or bcos of lack of sleep? Or the exam questions too difficult den i cnt stand the pressure? Dunno... No answer...
It was reli very suffering.. Jus imagine.. Everytime after eating den 10-15mins ltr u wil vomit all out.. WASTING!!! Sigh..
I had seek Doc n i gt take the medicine bt stil nt so effective n i'm stil vomit.. Bt it's less den never take medicine.. Hopefully i can recover soon.. :)

Sad case.. *Shake head*

Recently... I've proved 1 thing... 80% of boys are considered as PLAYBOY!!!
Lately.. i heard a case dat a couple jus broke their relationship n the reason is bcos the unfaithful+disloyal boy had fall in love with another gal.. How can the boy do this to his gf? I was jus curious wher hav been his loyalty gone?? The gal n the boy knew each other tru their fren.. They get together after a few months...  At the beginning they reli looked very sweet n happy to be with each other... They owas post their sweet photos at their blog ther.. However, 1day dat gal found dat her bf no longer love her anymore as he treated her very cold unlike las time treated her so gud.. Then they quarreled n everythings became worse.. Then they had been separated.. The gal found dat he fall in love with some1 else.. Dat boy explained dat they r jus fren.. Bt dat gal saw his bf's hp gt a pic wic captured dat boy kissed another gal's cheek.. I think this is ridiculous!!! Isn't they were happy to be with each other? How come.. How come this wil happen? How can dat mean fellow step on two ships at a same time?? He's having a gf ady y he stil wan to hav relationship with another gal?? Wouldn't he fell tire?? They jus broke their 4 years relationship by a ridiculous reason... 4 years relationship had been easily defeated by 4months relationship.. What a pity.. >.<
Actuali ther r stil more cases dat can prove boys r reli untrustful n disloyal ppl... *p/s: Nt all the boys la..=)*
Is it true that this world has no more gud male who is faithful to female? Wat a gal wants is jus the sense of security.. N wat boys nid to do is jus always stay bside gals n protect them oli.. Simple n easy.. Y boys cnt do it??? Sigh~