Heart broke... :'(

24/03/10... I started my day happily bt end sadly... This morning i felt damn excited as finally i saw him... He's stil look the same n walking 2 his clas while v r having our daily assembly.. I saw him n again, my sight jus focused on him bt not other places or ppl.. Haha XD.. I enjoyed looking at him.. So now can u imagine how attractive he is?

Bt the happiness jus lasted until around 10:45pm oli... As i realised that he's actually in a relationship wit another girl.. It's a bad news 4 me indeed..  Automatically my tears dropped down n dropped on my hand.. It's very sad as it meant that i got no more chance adi.. After that i oso found her gf's profile.. There's a folder named "Valentine 2010", i clicked it then i saw their valentine's gift.. They had a very sweet valentine day..

By the way.. I wish them happy forever.. I oso heard somebody said b4 that "although u love some1 bt it's not necessary to be with him/her".. :)

Me + Yih Shan ·.¸¸·´¯`·.¸¸.ஐ

Simply simply captured in a restaurant b4 v hav our meals n movie~... Hehe XD

Is tht call ⓛⓞⓥⓔ ❤??

Lately.... I fall in love wit some1 mentally.. Haha.. XD Although v nvr chat or say hi 2 each other bt i jus can't stop thinking bout him.. Haha.. Is this call ❤ LOVE ❤?? 

Dunno y.. Everytime when i go 2 schol i wil hope 2 c him.. I will look around n c whether is he around..? Am i silly..?? As v nvr kno each other n v jus seen each other twice oli.. o(︶︿︶)o

All wat i kno bout him is.. he is SMALLER than me..!!! = ="' I think he's jus in form 5 this year... (It's quite weird 4 sumbody bt it's ok 4 me as my mom oso elder than my dad..) He gt a very nice + perfect body shape as he used 2 go gym centre.. ｡◕‿-｡ I remember the 1st sight i looked at him, i jus cnt move my sight 2 another else.. Haha.. He succeed attracted me n made me kept looking at him without blinking my eyes.. It's sound so funny 4 u all.. Bt it's truth.. At last.. Dat boy realised i looked at him, then he looked bac at me in the same way how i looked him...  o(≧o≦)o Then.... Is dat time... V looked at each other.. I could feel my heartbeat palpitated at an incredible rate n the world felt like stopped at that moment!! Hehee.. I've nvr hav this feel b4.. The feel is jus like "情窦初开".. Ahahahahaaa.. I felt very happy at that moment as he finally realised my presence.. Hahaha

Btw... I think i jus dare 2 tel out my feelings here as i scare he might a gf already or mayb i'm nt his cup of tea.. I scare being reject by him if i reli dare 2 ask him.. I scare he might nt dat gd as what i imagined.. For ur opinion, wat do u think i should do? 4get bout him? Or keep like-ing him secrectly? *∩_∩*

* Love always make people blur + blind~~~ *

I make it all by myself.. :)

Hehe.. How is it?? Nice? I made this 4 my mommy 1.. Haha XD

This 1 i jus made it 4 fun oli.. Hehe.. If got ppl wan den i giv her/him la..

This 1 jus simply simply made.. Cos 2 free ady.. Haha.. So it's nt so nice.. Bt it oso took me half an hour 2 make...

Hehe.. Lately i fall in love wit making this cards.. If gt any1 interested or like it can tel me,den i can make 1 2 her/him.. Hehe..

Pretty VS Adorable (-'_'-)'"

Pretty = pleasing or attractive to the eye, as by delicacy or gracefulness...

Adorable = very pleasing, cute & loveable...

Normally ppl used 2 describe a  girl who is >16 years as pretty girl while girl who is 16 years old or & 16 described as adorable girl (cute)..

But in my case.. I've stil been described as adorable girl though i'm 19 years old already.. It's quite sad 4 me as i felt dat i'm totally nt changing at all thru these years n my look is stil like a CHILD!!!! {{{(>_<)}}}

Every1 bside me r jus growing up n bcuming more mature n pretty or even sexy~~~ *(◕‿◕)*

I feel like being compared 2 them n i jus look like a child in anyway...When i go out with my friends or family, every1 oso think that i'm the youngest.. Bsides they oso always treat me like a little child... Actually it's hurt!!!

Y they jus cant't care bout my feeling?? Though i can 4giv them as i kno they dun have 2  face these problems..

Actually i dislike ppl describe me cute.. It's jus like teasing me as i look so CHILDISH!!!! Everytime i hear ppl describe me cute, my heart HURTS!!! I like ppl describe me PRETTY!!! I dun wan cute laa!!!! Cos it's jus nt suit 4 our age anymore... Btw... after all...I've cool down n think.. Actually i dun hav any pretty symbols bt all its jus adorable symbols... Plus i oso used 2 hear that word (cute) ady so i won't blaim them anymore jus can try 2 think optimistic a bit.. Jus think that i look cute oso nt bad as i'll owas look very young all the time until i get old oso look very young.. Hehe.. =)

It's me!!!

Ahahaha... Form 4 look...

I think this pic took in form 5.. Hehe.. Fren 4ever~

 

 LOL.. Tuition time~~ It's break time!! Let's say yeah~~!!

Haha... Short hair~~~

                                                                                                                            

 

Long hair ady~~ :)

 

Long LOng LONG hair~~~ Hehe XD

 

 During CNY... 100 PLUS!!!

*Hehe... It's me.. Seems like ntg change throughout these years~ XD*

请别伤害脆弱的心!!

            从前从前.. 有个女生患上了自闭症自从被他的男友劈腿。。她的心被伤得太重了。。因为那个男生对她说了一句很伤她的话：“我已顶不顺你了，因为看到你的样，我就会想到要快点能找到新的对象，因为我已受不了你了。。这不是我的错是你逼我的。。请不要怪我~~” 这女生的心被伤透了毕竟这是她的初恋。。她完全没有想过那男生会如此的残忍的丢下那几句话后就离开她了。。而从那一天她就不再相信爱情了。。因她太伤心了,不久后就患上了自闭症。。每当她一看到陌生人时就会避到远远的。。像是看到怪物似的。。她也很少和人说话除 了她身边一直支持她的姊妹们。。可怜的她~~
             经过了几年的辅导以及治疗，她终于从自闭症走出来了。。也转身变了一名美女，成为每个人心中的女神。。 不知是天意还是巧合，她遇回了当年恨心抛下她的那个男友并且他还向那女生要求一个复合的机会。。那女生其实还是很爱那男生的,毕竟那是她的初恋嘛 。。她犹豫她该接受回他吗?或许他已改过自新了吧? 也许她也该给个机会给他还有她自己。。结果那女生接受他了。。虽然前段时期他们是很甜蜜。。但很可惜的, 这男生始终改不了他的劈腿习惯。。不久后又再一次的伤害了这个女生的心。。 结果那女生也想不开吃安眠药自杀死掉了。。而那个男生也成了全城共愤。。当然他自己也很后悔一次又一次的伤害了这个女生。。而且他也没想过他的所作所为会有这么大的影响力, 足以让那女生伤心至自杀死。。
* 所以说男生啊~ 如果你选者了她就要好好的爱她, 保护她, 成为她的另一个"爸爸"让她永远都放心靠在你身旁。。* :)

全新的我！！

5/3/2010。。。 我开始了全新的生活。。 也换掉了我的'人生口号'-----做任何事情都要对自己有信心,要靠自己!!

以前的我都太任性了.. 什么事情都很依赖家人或朋友们.. 我知道这样下去是行不通的,所以我决定要对我自己有信心点,然后就会学着独立了..
过去的我每天都过得太无意思了.. 好像每天都活在他人的影子下, 因为每天都做着和别人一样的事情.. 毫无自己的风格!! 我讨厌这样的自己啊!!!!!! 所以我现在正很努力的寻找自己.. 当然我不是说完全不需要朋友的帮忙, 只是想说或许我能够完成一些事情在没有朋友的帮忙之下... 这样我才能够尝试到那种靠自己的快感吧~ 哈哈 :)
无论如何.. 我都很感谢这么久以来帮过我的人.. 谢谢他们给我的,帮助,关怀,爱,还有很多很多啊!! 总之就谢谢他们啦!!!
因为有她们我才会有今天的我... 嘻嘻嘻 :)