Being single~ ^^

Hehe... I reli do love being single cos i've disappointed to those ppl who owas say "I'll love u"4ever" or "v blongs 2gether" or etc... I've fed up listening this empty promises... Cos it's jus used to cheat those little gals oli as in reality dat guy wont reli can make it... N one day ltr he might come out some very awkward reasons like " My mom disagree our relationship" or "i think i nid 2 concentrate on my study n v nid 2 separate for a while" in order to break up their relationship... This is indeed a sad case.. This makes us, as a pity gal who owas look 4wards 4 their true love, feel disappointed to love n do not believe the beautiness of love anymore... Moreover these inferior + mean + abhor guys used to break these pity gals' hearts as they r jus inborn playboy... Girls cried bcos they feel it's a waste to break unreasonably as they reli 'love' each other 4 a period.. They've been paid out many things included their first bt at last those stupid guys stil break wit them n this indeed hurt as those naif gals reli thought they can b together 4ever jus like the fairy tales....
Lately ppl around me.. most of them r revolving with love.. Some were jus started n some were jus broke up (game over) ~.~
I think dat if one reli wanna involve in this love matter, he/she mus b reli serious wit it n dun jus think like wanna try or jus follow the trend as all the ppl r having n u oso wan.. This is indeed bad! If 4 me.. I'll wait until i meet the guy who i think i can rely on him n trustful.. I think this can reduce the chance 4 us to get hurt.. U kno.. Sometimes.. love failure indeed hurt.. It jus feel like u cnt live anymore after u break up wit him n u oso wil think of him all the time.. In a long term diseases like anorexia, depression n etc wil cum n to visit... Then his/her future wil b spoiled!! So sad~~!!
That's y i said "I enjoy being single cos it's simple"... Love can bring happiness n grief!!! Think well b4 u make any decisions... =)

我是【宅女】

欣蒂:" 我决定要变成宅女!!" ~ 很多人一定会很惊奇然后问我为什么, 我只能说因为.. 我也不知道, 我喜欢咯~ 哈哈哈   ｡◕‿◕｡我这类型的宅女并不是完全的宅女, 应该只有60%宅吧.. 哈哈哈.. 因为我发现我很享受呆在家的感觉, 不再喜欢出去逛街或饮茶了, 只想整天呆在家然后对着电脑而已...
成为了宅女后, 我也不再想与外界有任何接触了, 只想呆在自己的世界里享受独人世界.. 我所谓的接触是不想和他们SMS,聊天或一起出街.. 可是一旦我离开了我的电脑后我又会回到从前那个"吵闹"的我... 哈哈哈 XD
我曾经对我爸提过我想成为宅女的事,他似乎还蛮赞成的~~ 哈哈哈.. 他只是点点头然后说:"你要幸福哦...".. (好像有点不对台喔.. 哈哈), 他也强调说最重要是我不要被人骗就行了..
不知怎么的, 之从我有要当宅女的念头后, 我就变得怪怪的, 我变得不爱讲话了, 然后喜欢幻想了.. 我也爱上思考了!!! 我超爱幻想+思考+发白日梦.. 很喜欢躲在一旁然后静静地独自在思考..
很多朋友都说我变了.. 说我变安静了,眼神还不时透露出忧伤感.. 这是真的吗? = = "'  我自己可不这么认为噢.. 哈哈哈.. 或许我是真得变得比较沉默了吧, 但我还是很开心的过日子呀.. 并没有他们所谓的忧伤感或压力大而忧郁症啦.. 我还是很愉快地度过每一天呀, 只是最近有一点儿烦而已..
最后, 无论是宅女还是"吵女", 我还是我... =)

My lunch for 18/04/10

 Guess wat dish is this?

Deng Deng Deng~~~ Surprise!! It's actually a "Shark Fin soup"in it.. Its taste good.. XD

Look so nice.. But i can't eat cos i allergy of prawn.. >.<

Haha.. My favourite dish.. It's actually crab + glutinous rice.. Its creative n delicious~!! Haha

Yummy yummy~ ^^

Yarhooo~~ XD

LOL!! Mad of eating the crabs n do not caring my image.. >.<

Dessert.. :)
This is mango flavoured..

This is red-bean flavoured.. XD
This is nicer..
















Haha.. Wil my lunch consider a heavy lunch? Haha.. I think i've to exercise more to return my slim body.. Haha XD

Believe in Urself... :)

These few days i keep hearing people saying himself stupid n his friends all become more n more clever.. This make him feel tension n stress.. Actualy wat i trying 2 say here is.. Everybody oso clever n nobody is stupid.. I mean 4 the normal ppl la xcluded those OKU.. I'm so sorry 2 say that... Ppl who owas call themself stupid ones actuali r lazy, they reluctant 2 put any effort on their work.. I can guarantee if one reli put in a lot of effort then succeed is waiting 4 him in front... He dun hav to worry anymore.. Am i right??

Besides, v oso hav 2 believe in ourself.. Believe that v can n v able to do it!! =) Sometimes.. V mus believe that v r the clever ones n v manage 2 reach our goal.. V oso mus giv ourself confidence n do not keep looking down upon urself.. However, do not b over confidence n do not putting in any effort... In this case, failure wil oli wait us but nt succeed.. 

So.... Believe in urself as u can do it!!! :)

Suffering from... Sick T.T

Since las Sat , 10/04/10... I had a very suffering + hard period...Can u imagine dat i've 2 wake up in the midnite n go 2 toilet 2 vomit 4 nt oli 2 or 3 times bt at least 7 times??

Last Sat, our schol were having annual cross-country.. I've used up all my energy 2 run.. as fas as possible.. so dat i could chase after my friends who had ran so fas n left me far far away behind... Finally i finished wit my friend, Chee Yen.. :) Once i stopped, i felt my heart palpitated in an incredible rate n my shirt was drowned with sweat.. Sweat was trickling n dropping all over my body.. I could hardly 2 make 1 more move n nid some1 2 help me, if nt i think i might fainted on the field.. Cos dat moment i was reli tire n it was my 3rd time having this type of long run competition.. I guess this is the reason i gt my asthma come bac 2 find me.. >.<

After schol i went out wit my friends n the air-cond continuous blowing us.. N v r stil wearing dat sweaty+smelly shirt.. Thus this make me caught cold ady.. Nt even this.. At nite, I went out wit my families 4 family gathering n v went 2 drink beer after dinner.. This was the 1st time i drank "snow beer".. It's 1 type of beer cup wich put in the fridge 4 a long period so dat it's cool, n once u pour beer into it, it wil b having foam n considered as the nicest part.. I've drank 2 cups.. After few minutes, i felt my whole body was distributing heat n my face bcame red red like a tomato.. (slowly + without noticeable)..Dat time.. I oli realised dat i reli drunk n i wan 2 go home..

The next day.. Once i woke up i felt my whole body was critical pain n gt abit fever+cough.. My mum quickly asked me 2 take some medicines.. Bt i stil felt nt well n tire.. I jus lied on the bedn waited 4 time pass.. Finally at nite.. My condition bcame worse.. I gt fever+asthma+flu+cough wit a lot phleam.. I endured until the next morning.. My dad immediately brought me to see doc.. After having my treatment, I felt better bt stil very weak n i gt no enough energy 2 walk.. I've 2 walk 2 steps n stop a while den oli continue my nex 2 steps until i reach my final destiations.. I oso no energy 2 talk muc 2 any1 so i chose 2 slp..

Luckily i've heal now bt 2day i participated in a netball competition n once again i felt like wanna faint... N of cos asthma came bac again.. Sigh.. It's very lucky 2 hav my friends bside me as they tried 2 comfort me once they saw me looked different.. I reli felt thankful 2 them n oso thank god 4 giving me another chance 2 continue my life..

I reli hope dat i can recover soon as i wan 2 succeed in my academic in a very good health wic can support me all the time.. :)

It's difficult to decide laa~~!!

Lately... I'm hesitating about "should i continue or stop my piano lesson?"....

It's very hard 4 me to concentrate on my academic & piano at the same time.. As some of u might know dat every Wed i've 2 stay bac at schol until 5pm den after that i've 2 rush bac n prepare 2 go 4 my piano lesson.. It is very tire n it's repeated every week!! Moreover after my piano class i've 2 go bac home n do my homework or do my revision as this is a very critical year 4 our form 6 students..

But...  If i stop now den it would b a waste as i've been learning 4 a long time ady n yet haven reach the ideal grade.. Learning piano actuali is my own interest n it's oso very relaxing.. I like 2 attend my piano class bt NT 4 THE EXAM EVE PERIOD... Cos teacher wil force us 2 do as many practice as v can.. I wil b stressed up n nt feel like wanna continue 2 learn ady.. Haha

So any1 can give me some recommend so that i can kno wat should i do... Should i continue or stop?? >.<